Snow

Never thought of the nature this way
Silence, utter silence
and yet a huge secret behind
The never stopping, ongoing
of the white floating drops

The beauty , the stillness
The snow in the air
For some it's happiness
an awesome wonder of nature
For me it's glitters
and the shade of my heart.

How much I wished
I'd fall the same way
Like the snow flakes
Without worry, without fear
landing on the mother nature
finding home and being complete.

Restless I am
Yes beyond
No joy, just fear
A tiny ray of hope
far beyond
Within reach,
Just need a tiny effort
But my hear is scared
My hands shaking
Not to lose anyone
Not to hurt anyone
Just no clue
of what to do

The snow continues to fall
to shower upon the earth
and becomes complete
My heart still empty
Still awaiting.